I've been backing up all my files, music, documents, pictures, pretty much everything to cdrom. I've been meaning to do this for a long time. In fact it's one of those things that you always mean to do, and then one day, you really wish you had done it because you just lost all your stuff. So, I'm doing it now.

Apart from that, I'm running out of room on my disks. I'm probably going to build a new computer soon, but until I do I need more space.

Today has been ok. Work is erm..ok. I've been finding it a real struggle to concentrate with other things being on my mind and being really stressed out with some of those things, at least the chest pains have died out, it's still a bit tight sometimes though. I never thought I'd have that sort of problem, I'm really chilled out usually and not much gets to me, but lately, well, things build up.

I still feel like there's so much to sort out with my life. I don't know exactly what I mean by that, it's just a feeling more than anything else. There are things I need to do, things I want to do, things I need to drop from my life and new good habits I need to form. I think most of all I need sleep, and I need to relax and to just enjoy myself.

I haven't taken a photo in like two weeks, I need to get the camera out and go and hunt down some good shots. I need to upload some pictures, but I'm not going to keep saying that and then not do it..I think I'll just shut up about that until I do it. I need to organize how all that's going to work.

Yeah, that's another thing which I want to sort out about myself. I say I'm going to do things, and then I don't do them. I hate that about myself. Ok, there are always reasons, but there will always be reasons. I made some lists a month ago, just some things I was going to do, projects, things that needed to be done. I looked at it last night, I think I'd done one thing..most of the stuff I hadn't done at all. I don't really know what I'm trying to say here. Sometimes I need to give myself a break.

I now have no holidays planned for this year. That's the first time ever that I've had nothing planned, it's pretty depressing in one way, and quite refreshing in another. We'll see what happens.

Ok, now I'm just typing for the sake of it ;) I'm going to bed kids, nite nite.