I need to chill out.

I've been having chest anxiety pains the last couple of days again. This morning it just feels tight and jumpy. It's weird because in a lot of ways I feel very positive and quite relaxed, another part of me is obviously pretty stressed out.

I think I came really close to blowing my stack with everything that's gone on recently and my stress level is still very high, even if I don't feel stressed. It only takes the littlest thing to start making me feel anxious and stressed out again.

I never thought I'd have to deal with this. I'm so chilled out. I'm not freakazoid or anything, it's just life I guess and it's important to not let things build up. Hopefully I've learnt that lesson now.

So pray for me if you do that. Send some calm peaceful thoughts my way if you don't. I have a pretty busy weekend ahead, I need it to be stress free even if it might not be relaxing.

Oh, and happy Valentines day or something.. woo!