As much as it might be useful, I'm not going to summarize this year. I don't think I could, and I'm not sure I would want to.

There have been lots of precious moments, things and people that have changed my life for the better, there's also been a lot of heartache, and I've hurt people I love dearly. Sorry is so inefficient a word to describe how I feel for the hurt I've caused people I love, but I am sorry and I hope there can be forgiveness. I've also been hurt, by myself, by others but I know that heartache is a part of life and it's what we do with these circumstances that define who we are, I haven't always been so good at dealing with these times, I know that, but it's all part of growing and learning. I do know that God has kept me for another year, He is faithful even when we are not, and for that I'm so very thankful.

Ok, so that was in itself a little summary..hmm..

Well, I think I'm going to try and look to the future instead. I've hidden away, sulked and cowered for long enough and I need to look forward and figure out my life. We'll see how that goes.

New Year was a lot better than I ever expected it could be. It was still a little weird, but then New Year is, I think so anyway. It's back to work tomorrow, I'm not sure how I feel about that, but that's pretty irrelevant, you still have to go to work don't you!?

That is all.