I must be tired and stressed out. My stomach has been very weird for the last couple of days, butterflies, nervousness. My nose is twitching, constantly. It's so annoying, it just keeps twitching and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. I'm turning into a rabbit, I swear I am.

Tiredness is playing a big part, but I find it hard to go to bed and rest. Between the hours of 11pm and 2am is when my brain has started to wake up, and it's so, so annoying!

I've got an unruly brain and a twitching nose, how did this happen to me!?

I'm sure once Christmas is over it'll all settle down, I hope so anyway. I need to start making lists, making a few plans and see where things go. There's this whole lazy aspect of my life I want to break out of. Laziness is not the same as rest, in fact I don't think rest is possible while being lazy because you're constantly thinking about all the things you should be doing. So I plan to do the things I need, and want, to do and make time for real quality rest.

Everyone was out at parties and things tonight. I was home alone. I watched 'Speed'. There are some films that you can watch again and again, Speed is one of them, though it's not anywhere near Goonies or Amelie watchability levels.