I was totally hyper tonight. It's 2am and I'm still not tired. I find this really weird as I've not been sleeping very well lately, I should be tired and drained right now, and asleep.

You know I think it's incredibly important to be yourself, even when that might mean you seem like a weirdo sometimes. I think I am a weirdo anyway, I'm almost convinced of it ;) The point is I think I used to worry far too much about what people thought of me and if I was accepted or not. It doesn't matter. I feel more secure about myself in many ways now than I ever have, and yet I'm also so unsure about my future and where I'm headed. I'm ok with that though because God does know where I'm headed and he has a plan for my life, even if I can't see it.

I enjoyed being hyper, I haven't been hyper in a while. Perhaps it was the parmesan cheese. (there was pizza tonight)

Si became a Christian tonight :) We've been praying for this dude for ages and it totally rocks that he's given his life to Jesus. I said in my last post that the youth work is changing, that they're getting saved and they're excited about knowing God. It's such an encouragement to me, I haven't felt very motivated towards God lately. In many ways I've been clinging to Him, in other ways I haven't. It's hard to explain. What I do know is that hearing Si, Rob and Amy talk about God, witnessing and talking to their friends about the hope they have is spurring me on. It's awesome. Thank you guys (and girl).

I will go to bed now. I think it's time. What are your plans for the weekend?