I've had this annoying nervous feeling the last couple of days. It's started to make my chest tighten again, just a little. There are things I need to let God deal with, People whom I love that I need to trust God with. He doesn't make mistakes and He's not careless, I need to get this into my head. What I need to do is pray more, tell Him my worries and concerns, how I'm feeling about stuff and then leave it with Him. He's infinitely more able to deal with everything anyway.

It's like life suddenly got difficult and painful and I wasn't expecting or prepared for it.

At least it's Friday and it's youth club tonight, which I'm looking forward to actually. Si wrote some really cool stuff earlier, things are changing quite a bit in the youth work, they're getting it, they're getting saved and excited about God and it blows my mind. God is always doing something amazing, it's just half the time we're looking the other way.

Figures. Look at God!

Go and say Hi to another groovy chick who's part of our youth gang, Amy, leave her a comment, say hello!