I just found myself praying a rather odd prayer. I prayed that God would keep me weak. It just seems to me that when I go through times when I feel weak and I don't know what's going on, then I cling to Christ. I've already said that I've been feeling a bit unsure of stuff and feeling anxious, well, the last couple of weeks I've really been excited about God and I've been seeking Him because He does know what's going on.

If it takes a little weakness and me feeling a bit odd for me to trust God more then fair enough. I'm all for it. I just don't want this to be another one of those times when I'm excited about God and I'm putting Him first, then a few days/weeks later in back to where I started. Somehow this feels a lot different though which is pretty exciting.

Yesterday at church I was really aware that God has saved me and just how much He's done for me. It's horrible how easily we can forget that, or get used to it. I know my blog has become a bit of a God thing lately, I'm not going to apologise for that. If anything or anyone is worth talking about it's God no? It's what's happening in my life right now, so I will talk about it.

I will get some pictures up here though..how long have I been meaning to do that! heh.

Sunny weather rocks.