G'day.

I had a really good weekend & yesterday Natalie and I went to the Black Country Museum where we cued for a whole hour just to get fish and chips and spent an hour in a sweet shop getting high on Kali.

I don't really understand life. I don't know why one minute we can feel wonderful and in the next breath we feel like everything is falling apart. I don't know why for no particular reason we sometimes feel down and then the slightest little thing can lift us higher than we've known before. I don't know why we have to hurt, I can't understand why we have to hurt each other and how sometimes we can't help hurting the ones we care about and love.

It seems impossible to understand the heart and what goes on in your head and even more difficult to be able to control the way we feel. I thank God for the things in my life that I'm totally sure about right now, God is awesome and He has amazing plans for each of us. Plans that we can't even begin to imagine. He only wants the best for us. He knows the desires of our heart and is more than able to satisfy all that we long for. Don't give up! Keep pressing on, pressing into all that God has for you. Seek Him with all of your heart and trust Him with your future. Nothing in your past is wasted either if your future is in Christ. You are perfectly safe in Him.

So you don't need to understand it, just trust God. Let Him lead you on, fix your eyes on Him. It's so easy to say, it's not so easy to do is it? Well I actually think it might be just that easy, we just make it really hard for ourselves..but then we're human, but then God is God and He can do so much more than we can even ask or imagine! Trust Him and see what happens no? :)

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Hebrews 12:2
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Ephesians 3:19-21
and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.