Youth prayer thingy went really well.

In fact it was totally encouraging. It was a good beginning, I think like everything it takes time to really get going but even tonight it was cool to see these guys praying for each other..and for me. We had a crazy sing too, and a bounce around. It was cool. Same again next week.

After the prayer meeting we were just chilling out and being silly. I was standing there and I felt really happy to be with these guys, but also like I was dreading not being with them once we left and I went home. It was weird. I thought nothing of it, locked up and dropped Dave off, then I felt really lonely. It really sucked for a minute until I started to pray about it. I went for a drive for 15 minutes to chill out about it. Actually I really enjoyed just driving, for the first time in ages I just drove. I'm usually driving somewhere or to something..just to drive for no reason was actually pretty relaxing.

I feel like God is going to do some amazing stuff. He is doing amazing stuff right now, it's really cool!

There may well be a war starting in a few hours. I'm so not sure what to think about that. It's scary on one hand, but I have to believe God's in control. I do believe that. All I know is that I have a responsibility to pray. So I guess that's all I can do.

Right, I need to go if I'm going to be in bed before 12am. I missed the 11:30 sleep window. hehe. Night goobers.